biting the inside of my cheek trying not to let it show this heat rising inside of me biting my tongue until it bleeds never saying what I want to even though it kills me not to I could've sworn, could've sworn
it would be better this time
but I had been warned I'd been warned
you would never change your mind

biding my time until I sleep
whispering the arguments
a hundred times until they make sense
biting the heart right out of me
everything you do is deadly
even when you say you love me

I could've sworn, could've sworn
I would know better this time
cause I'd seen it before I'd done this before
but I guess experience doesn't make you wise