in a suddenly so familiar place. at the airporton the get2net.com place. i'm afraid as hell tofly but i'm going to see danah so it's okay. i had some realy bad mentalticks today. i also don' know if i shold be waiing on line to exhange ticket oardig pass...i like to do this every timebefore i fly...it makes me feeel likei'm leaving a drunken, happy legacy. especially today, with all ofits uncertainty and anxiety...

i hope i make it to chicago today...i'l be very glad i do.i love everyone....honest! even peoplewhoanno me someimes...i'm excitedfor the weekend,,,who knows/ maybe ill love Nw more han brown...

in any case..wish me a happy flight