I cried in the shower today
because I thought about how long
it had been
and how clear it was
I spend weeks waiting for your call
more than ever before
how did you turn me back into that girl

I thought about killing myself today
not really to die but just to destroy
this body I�ve wrecked
this vessel that�s not
good enough
this cunt that�s just waiting for you

what have you done to me

I decided you deserve me today
you deserve everything that comes
with the girl I was
the girl you resurrected
ignoring me doesn�t work
having a secret makes it worse
I�ll do what it takes to fell you

what have you done to me