so i realized...without you i'm not really the same. i mean...the person people like is just not there, i get negative, i get to be myself, that's how i was when i was with him, he knows that part of me, but from you i hid it; maybe it was because you were always so down i wanted to buoy you up...i've got jelly in the place where my knees should be, rugburn from being dragged around behind you...