i'm gonna do this because it's almost lunch time and i'm bored and you-know-who sent it to me. and i'm posting it here because i am ULTRA cool and feeling a little lost and need to reaffirm myself for the world...nyeh?

(1) The singular most boring question: What should we do?
(2) Are you happy with it?: no, it makes me fucking furious. all those nights we sit there deciding and arguing we should just be out doing.
(3) Are you named after anyone?: the woman who sewed the fucking flag/a character in a not-so-short-short-story
(4) Your nickname: Shizane
(5) Your screenname: halmooky
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you?: no way
(7) Then what would you name your children?: if i had children...i would name them intangible things, like Rainbow and Fury...that or name the boys girls names and vice versa.

(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? nah, then i might get mistaken for a porn star
(14) Single?: yes
(15) Want to be?: it's not my choice, it is my fate.
(16) Your family: deserves to be locked up. all of us. myself included.
(17) Have any pets?: puppy- Chelsea, pony (not mine but we're still in love) Kirby
(18) What's your job: overachieving student, philosopher and musician
(19) Piercings?: yes, i have ears mostly...i just got another ear one and it REEEEEALLLY hurts
(20) Tattoos?: if i could think of something that i would want to wear for the rest of my life
(21) Obsessions?: religion, angelic boys, twee music, subculture, BROWN UNIVERSITY!, my car, certain unmentionable people.
(22) Addictions?: sugar, noise, probably alcohol.
(23) Do you collect anything?: i collect stories
(24) Do you speak another language?: french. not as well as i thought according to the college board =*(
(25) Have a favourite quote?: "Isn't it pretty to think so?" - Hemingway, the Sun Also Rises
(26) Do you have a webpage?: yes. i have 384 webpages.
What does your name mean?: god's book/gift of god
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?): i am about 35 mentally. i am ready for my midlife crisis.
What are your worst qualities: apparently i am controlling, i think too often i am a doormat, i am a whore, i have a big mouth with my best friends and i think i am often too moody for my friends to be bothered with consoling me.
What are your best qualities: i am quick thinking and completely without shame. no regrets. i am like mother superior. =)
Do you dream at night?: constantly
Do you remember your dreams?: nearly all
Describe one: last night i dreamed i was doing research and my lab partner started throwing rats at me.
What time do you wake on weekends?: either 10 or 2
Do you sleep with one pillow or two?: 3..two head, one hug.
Do you like school?: you have no idea.
Why/why not?: even i don't know.
Do you have a fave teacher?: my english teacher now, and from 8th grade, and my soc teacher now. and my music theory teacher! and next year's math teacher!
Ever had a crush on a teacher?: i may have, but it manifested itself in a really bizarre way

FRIENDS

Do you have heaps of friends?: i have a lot of acquaintances, but only about 6 FRIENDS
Do you have a best friend?: yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: more guy friends...they are usually not as close because they always have to be replaced...
you ever lied to a friend?: yea
Have you ever stolen a friends girlfriend?: er...

FAMILY

Do you like your parents?: eh...
Ever run away from home?: when i was like 6
Ever thought about it?: seriously, yes. but it is logistically impossible
Do you have any siblings?: 2 bros, 1 sis
Do you feel your parents spoil you?: yea, it's the least they can do.
Do you get along with any of your family?: more my extended family. my siblings and i get along okay.
Do you have big family get togethers ever?: too often.

RELATIONSHIPS

Sex
Ever had sex?: Yes
Do you believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage?: No
Believe in casual sex?: casual sex is weird because it is casual, yes, but it's never really casual, there is always something that needs to be resolved in it because it is so....i don't know. tragic.

Religion
Do you have a religion?: not really, i have philosophy
Do you practice it i.e go to church?: no, i drink too much to be a good existentialist.
Do you believe in God?: eh...
Do you believe in Jesus?: sure
Do you believe in Satan?: no
Do you believe in Heaven?: i want to
Do you believe in Hell?: if there is heaven...
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you?: i'd probably get very stiff and begin to rot.
Have you ever been drunk?: yes
Taken drugs?: a few
Stolen?: yes
Shoplifted?: yes
Gotten into a fight?: who hasn't? what a stupid question.
Are you racist?: absolutely
Are you discriminatory to anyone?: yes, but you'll think less of me because i have the courage to admit it to myself.
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings?: open mind, very open.
Do you sing?: do i ever NOT sing is a better question...

Personality
Are you funny or serious?: i'm very serious most of the time...and it disturbed me when carolee came up to me and said "you are so funny, you just have no idea" because i wasn't trying to be funny...
Creative or not?: creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker?: lateral? i don't know.
Are you outgoing or shy?: am i intoxicated or not?
Are you lazy or active?: SO LAZY
Have you ever been hyperactive?: sure
Are you a naturally hyperactive person?: nooo

Looks
Are you happy with the way you look?: eh...
What would you change?: i'd lose a few pounds (such a girl)
you have a large wardrobe?: yea, but i wear the same thing every day

Embarassing moments
Your all time most embarassing moment?: i can't even think...
Ever embarassed yourself and pretend nothing happened?: oooh yea.
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?: hahaha yes
Ever fallen off a bed?: yes
Ever sleepwalked?:yes
Ever sleeptalked?: no
Memories
Whats your best memory?: sitting in Sea Cliff park and staring at the boats with chris and eli and ben
Worst?: oh god on't start me up
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you?: always
- five qualities in people that annoy you -

1. Doormat personalities

2. Stupidity

3. Trying to fit in

4. The 'easily amused' crew

5. Prudes

- five things that turn you on about people -

1. Existentialist/Hedonist attitude

2. Twee

3. Proper grammar! =)

4. Musicality

5. Beauty