don't even try to form a liason,
your false lust
and friendship
are useless to me now,
and i have walked so far down this road
that i am only a shadow of the person you knew,
perspective has blurred and moulded by edges.

you stare in my direction,
because my face demands attention,
full of pain and imperfection,
but i ward off love like a plague,
because i desire it so very much...