sometimes i have mental ticks. my body cries out and i don't do anything but wince. a really attractive, non bonnet wearing guy hit on me. i wonder if everyone else feels these things. sometimes i wish i had someone to hold me and make it okay, i'm sad when i realize how much i took it for granted. it was wonderful to feel someones caring fingers caressing the spot where it ticks, jumps and dances...pushing and smoothing the hair with gentle, parental love.