I'm not really like this, I have put me off so long...
Hall Walking
2001-05-21
4:17 p.m.

everytime i see you in the hall i worry about who you're with and if you laugh at me when i walk away...whenever we're alone you're so different you know no fear and no nothing but happiness and lusty sleepy eyed nothingness...

everytime i see --- in the hall i want to tell you that i saw him and i want to let you know that you mean so much more to me than he ever will, and that i have been frightened away by all the big tall boys and the fat smelly men that wander around between us,

everytime i see --- i just want to die and yell at someone i love dearly because she'll never understand exactly why there is so much pride...

it's no coincidence, these birthdays...

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