brother used to kiss me on the mouth back before I knew what kissing meant He�d chase me around and throw me down its only recently I understand why he did that But no its not right When I was younger I would fake Curiosity in reading books So I could finally understand why everyone was so obsessed with my age Because it�s not easy To be well If I could turn myself back to high school I swear I�d never cut my hair I�d let you sweep me off my feet I�d never kiss you on the mouth like that again Because I should�ve let you save me when you wanted to now it�s too late Oh oh oh� When I am older I wonder if I�ll stay the same Will I still have contempt for normalcy? Everything I do is so counter-intuitive I can�t seem to be like anything anyone accepts I�d Rather take the hard way Than go down easy I think it�s better that way