i got onto the stage or the ice or whatever all it would take was a phone call and my mother used her cell phone from the wings before i'd even begun they took me to a room the trophy taunted me the winner smiled at me said she never feared me and i told her i didn't want glory i just wanted to complete one program a chance to do my thing and my mother ruined it for me and she gave me her trophy all gnarled like pipes all mapped out and she cried for me.