i went out with some black guy with dreds to a movie...i don't know why i did...it was because this guy eric i know set us up...so we ended up going back to sam ash...and when we did i ran into eric...and we just had so much sex in sam ash, then he took me home and i thought i was going to die from too much sex...

so as it turns out...i did die. and i found myself on a train, being rocketed back and forth. nobody was really talking and across from me was this strange creature who had a lot to say, but it was scary to look at so i couldn't look it in the eye. it was puffy and bubbly and disgusting. but we talked and talked...and over the loudspeaker, they were telling us how it was going to be. i must have been on that train for a year, it was like purgatory and then they suddenly let us out...and the black guy was there and he was saying how he had never wanted to see me.

the disgusting thing turned quite suddenly into a beautful young man (talk about prince charming)....this place seemed bent on everyone being shiny happy about being dead and getting us pregnant....and we had this strange bond, me and ths guy....and he had a white brainiac shirt that he was painting blue, and we decided we would try to start a band. they took us into a room covered in baby wallpaper and there was a content pregnant girl...and they strapped us into these two reclined chairs facing each other. all of a sudden this light came over him and mid-sentence his eyes started rolling back and i was trying to scream so hard that i cried...and then he was okay and he smiled kind of stupidly and i don't know what happened...and then all of a sudden there was a warmth over my chest and then in my ovaries...and at first it was painful and then it felt kind of nice, but very strong and overbearing, and i still foundmyself unable to scream...i woke up...

I have been having a lot of scary dreams. This one felt particularly like "the invisible man" by lush.