I'm not really like this, I have put me off so long...
dream 5-27
2002-05-27
12:06 p.m.

so you decided to come over...but we didn't expect you early because you're always late...so we called up glenn for something to do beforehand...bill and mer were there...but i guess she was out of the picture and you wanted to come for me. for some reason, you arrived at a reasonable time, completely out of character. unfortunately, glenn called us back at 1am...and my mom woke up and came to watch us and try to see how we were doing...and so we decided to go swimming and gilly actually wanted to wear a bikini and mer was making fun of her...and someone sent me porn in the mail and my mom brought it out to us, and stood over us, watching...so you and i held hands and then you tugged me underwater, and we kissed. you had your lips closed tight the way you used to when we first started kissing, and i guess it was due to being underwater...you were also in all of your clothes. you were wet and glistening and beautiful as ever in the half dark, all of your imperfections were erased by the alternating shadows and reflections of the light fragmented in the pool...and it was annoying that mer and bill were there giggling when you peeled off your shirt, and that my mom came over to see what was going on while i clung to you...i wokeup when you started to unzip your pants...

i'm even cockblocked in my dreams.

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