So I had all this insomnia and shit...Because I had to decide.

And I finally decided. I had an epiphany on the phone with Gilly...she said I'm running away, and she's right. There's a line in a song yet to be written that says "sometimes when you run fast enough, you can run away."

Yea. So Durham it is. My jeep is coming and so is half my class and I guess I'll just handle shit. Why? Cos there are arian boys and flowers. I can do it. I have faith in me.