I'm not really like this, I have put me off so long...
Confused head
2001-11-18
9:21 p.m.

this is a problem: "i can't talk, girl is over...thought i should let you know..."

spoken by a wonderfully pretty boy, manners and kindness and the ability to use the correct "to" and "your" on occasion...forget intelligence when you have proper grammar...

but poor poor baby boy, even gilly said we were good together..."one of those couples that you don't want to spit at" she said...or something to that effect, which i thought was really sweet, because we were one of those ridiculous couples...if she had feelings for him she'd have hated me as much as others.... but we kissed with friendship and without passion and only when very drunk, and he would fly between being sexy as hell and my wanting to cuff him...

there is no future in the crunching boy, now at 15, not like in boy #12...i really might re-calibrate because they're so far from Boy #1 that its like there never even was a boy #1...they've all got looks like steven isaacs. maybe thats what they ought to be...

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