this beautiful euphoric feeling is killing me
i remember forgetting how to swallow
losing all the feeling in me
(choking on water i forgot how to stop this pain)
lack of oxygen...breathe idiotbreathe!

all these pretty thing dance around my head
i want to let them all in
tell them "come inside pretty"
its like pale pink jesus christ
my goodness my heart
kiss it al better
suck it from my lungs
can i name names

a baby called to wish me well
send a postcard

NO ARMS I HAVE NO GODDAMNED ARMS

I'll scratch myself until I bleed unless you make it stop.