actually bothered to type this up:

Ne m'ecoute pas
I am weak willed
short limbed,
kinda gimpy mentally

I see people who don't exist
cut out of life like a piece of papaya
and it's difficult to swallow,
emotional trauma, that is

forget it, forget it
how does one forget an image
pressed and printed
in his brain

I quote ee cummings,
i wish i had friends smart enough
to see how smart i am

I'm socially crippled
walking is too tedious
I'm too fat to float
and my head hurts something awful (often)

CLUNK
that's the sound i make
passing out