boy(12:09:53 AM): youre a keeper
boy(12:09:58 AM): you should be protected
boy(12:09:59 AM): one of a kind

Nicest thing said (or typed) to me in a long time.

But back to reality-- I'm winning the battle but losing the war. I've not played footsie with anyone in a week and i want to smile but i'm too lazy to put on eyeliner or even a bra in the morning. I gave my scripts out and hopefully i wil not scare everyone off, i hope they all understand better once they've read it. i can only hope. i've been losing my mind, and hope is all i have left, because reality is becoming scary. i don't even feel it when i get hurt, i think i should start trying to skate again. woohoo.