i'm filling your beautiful mouth
up with words
that you don't even know
and i can tell you would
disapprove

but you fit
so well
into the void i've created
for you
and your eyes
illuminate
everything they play upon

and i wish
i were as virginally white
as you are
i wish
my wings
weren't soiled
but they're not pure
and every word i want
escapes those lips
on the paper alone.