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I want to take the part of me that loves you
and use it as a noose
so that I can say it truly suffocated me

And I'm tired of wondering in the morning
if what I felt happened last night
or in a dream in a distant memory

Because I love you more than i say
and more than I can ever say
and I know you don't need to hear it
Because you could never love me in a way
that could satisfy the dream I have created in your image

I want to take the part of me that loves you
and drown it in a lake
so I'll be free of this weight I feel

I want to take the part of me that loves you
just tear it out of me
so I can finally escape

-5/16/03