apparently being overtired makes my brain mushy. i think i'm going to start talking to a few of my old friends again-- look at what i cranked out with their assistance...and writing songs about fear...and singing them while slightly out of it..and at 3 in the morning...and practicing...and anyway...i'll prolly go see chicago itself today, and NW the school tomorrow...(go to a class or something) just so this wasn't a purely social visit...no need to look at yale again...i'm kind of excited for the year to be over already....premature...i can't wait to start choosing and being chosen. here's hoping i get merit scholarship