I�m sinking and it�s
not for lack of swimming
because I�m swimming in it

I�m gilt
all gold skin
and gold hair
but I�m guilty
whats under is just ashen

and from within me rises
all that I swallowed
all the messes I make and
never clean up
as I live in sin

mama I think I failed
I didn�t do the trick right
I think I failed

the timer is ticking
and I can�t come up from air
but I will rise I rise high and far

from this nest I�ve built
guilded, she
goaded, she
guided
you into this.