I'm not really like this, I have put me off so long...
Party Girl
2006-08-08
4:27 a.m.

last night's party
was all over the place i don't remember much
i don't know where i went
but it was good times
i'm pretty sure of that
because I've got this headache and this man in my bed

i would say baby baby baby baby come on kiss me again I'll make you feel like a man
and he says come on come on come on come on we done it twice already i gotta go really early
I say baby baby baby baby baby baby then let's have another drink

last night's lover
is in a hospital bed i don't know what i said
i don't know what i did
but it was something
rotten naughty and dumb
I think i've done it this time i think i hurt someone good

and he says come on come on come on come on come on you're a party girl now you got a great ass for it
and i say baby baby baby baby baby we should cool it a bit because we're both in too deep
and he says come on come on come on come on let's have a drink and start it

last night's heartbreak
is finally with me again I'll drink
until the world spins
and I won't ever stop
because I'm ruined
i wear the mark of the whore
i can't fake it anymore i just can't live my life

and i say baby baby baby baby baby give me more alcohol i don't want to feel at all
and he says come on come on come on come on come on who could hurt you like this your hearts been stone for years
and I say baby baby baby baby baby shut up and just get me a drink

what you don't know could fill an ocean
I want to dive in with each sip of the liquor
I've lived through nightmares you can't even dream up
and every hero I've had has been a fantastic liar
and here you tell me you need me and you say that you want me
then you leave me high and dry
and here you tell me you loved me, and you say you can save me
but all you do is humiliate me

last night's party
is all over my face i am a walking shame
I'm like the caution tape
do not enter
these roads all lead to one place
i am disgusting at dawn and i see them all stare at me

baby baby baby baby baby bring the party girl back we wanna fuck her again
and i say come on come on come on come on daddy look you were right your daughter's branded for life
and they say baby baby baby baby baby take a sip of this and I oblige

I say I just want to go home
but they know I'm unwilling or incapable
i say i just wanna be a good girl
they say yeah right, not likely this time of night

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