i'm looking up from on my knees
and I am shaking and I'm not ready
and he says I remember that ass, that
mouth, that cute young face
and I am ashamed

this has been my destiny since halloween
I was fourteen and he broke me that car
he made me feel less than
he fucked me and I never knew what I'd done wrong

He says I know you love something
he says cock and it hits me like a punch in the face
but I've been here a hundred times before
I should get comfy

when I look in the mirror all I can see
is that ass that mouth that face
and when I lie in the darkness all I can hear
is you laughing at me in your way

just take me away from this
I don't even care
I would do anything that you say
just get me away I need to be far away