I�m too young
to want so badly
to be done in
to enjoy so much the sting
of skin against skin
of gravel against skin
of steel against skin
of ember against skin

I want too much for you to
bring the color into my face
to put your hand over my face
to cover me up so I can�t breathe
because I don�t want to be so alive

I need to feel something extreme
so that I know that I am real
and I can�t keep putting scars all over me
I need someone else to do these things
It cannot be me
I cannot hurt me
I am impervious to me