these cigarettes are killing me
and you are killing me too
oh but shouldn't you know that
I only smoke when I'm with you

drink is killing me
because my mind needs to go dark
everything I had
is building up so big I cannot fight
what to do with me

I gave myself
too long to
make something
take a chance and now it's squandered
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
but my time is up
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
but it's time to go