you said just let it be what it is
but I don't like what it is
it is too gray in area
too far reaching in scope

does time determine what it is
then it is secret and shameful
does publicity determine what it is
then it is illicit and depraved
does what occurs determine what it is
then it is wholly confused
I need this to be as clear cut as it can be
either talking or fucking
but not halfway each

I can't just let something that requires so much investment
either in restraint or explosion
simply be