falling off the wagon so hard
I can hardly hear the footsteps
of the beast as it runs away

wheels are turning in time
in my head things are spinning fast
and I wonder if I am trying to go back

I don't know
is this what it takes
to say I'm over it
if I'm not over it
your smile still showing in my head
after hours on end

i see you there watching me
waiting
I waited two years for it to be done