so you were looking at me
that monday
and you came looking for me
that tuesday

and here I thought I was just being silly

but
here I am still thinking about you looking at me
and here I am still hoping you will bring me peace
and here I am wondering if you will distract me
and here I am wishing I could get inspired to say something like

I like my body when it is with your body
because I want to see how your angles and edges
fit inside me
I want to see how strong
your little boy arms can be
I need you to be what I need you to be