2009-09-12
12:36 a.m.
interior scene, yr bedroom, 3 AM
and it feels like winter in here
you are quiet and a chill's in the air
I reach out for you
I reach out for you
and yr not there
and in that moment and you tell me I don't understand the rules
no I just don't understand you
you keep changing where I stand and I don't know where to begin
make a false start
make a false start
and you stop me with a glare
everything I do is heralding the end of you and I
so take my hand this could be the last time
everything I say is 10 steps past the point of no return
kiss me now, this could be the last time
kiss me now, I want you one more time
yr so skinny that it hurts me just to look at you
but I still can't see through you
yr always fickle but this revelation cut me to the quick
I'm choking
I'm choking
I'm broken
when you want me
I'm always there
I keep saying
never again
It's a lie I tell myself
take these broken ribs
I'll move onto something else
used to think I was meant for you
I've got ribs
I'll make myself somebody new
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now that I'm ruined I'll be expelled
but I've got ribs
I'll build myself all over again
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