he smiles and laughs
I like you a lot
but not like that
he tries to hide
his glance at my thighs
but I spot the dart of his eye

I've got a bathing suit I'll never wear
no matter how low the number gets
I've been trying too long to believe
I'll ever be the kind of girl he wants

but I run every day
toward the life that I want
as I'm running away
from the life that I've got