it has been 3 weeks and 4 days

almost a full month

since you last spoke to me

maybe I was busy

maybe it's partly me

but god

you could tell me

you're done with me

I remember you saying

how much you didn't want me

to speak about you

the way you heard me talk about

all the other ones

you're leaving me no choice

I wish it were different

I love you

I'll love you

I loved you

but you left me.