I could say that I'm sorry but you know that I can't be
My love's no appliance I can't guarantee it
my affection's no faucet
I can't turn it off when it gets inconvenient

one more time tell me you want me
pretend like you mean it
I reject your rejection
at least for these reasons
I'm not sure I'll be here not when it's so clear
in your mind I'm gone
'cause unlike the saying
I think absence is needed
it helps me to forget
the things that I wanted
til I think I just dreamed them I never believed them
and in time it leaves my mind

I can say that I get it we both know it's bullshit
I don't know what will happen and neither do you
I just need to know I did everything I could
I was totally out there and honest

and you, you are stubborn,
but me, I'm capricious
you had your mind mde up but
mine, it still switches
from things as they could be to things as they should be
I don't care what's right anymore
so I wrote it all down
in a letter I won't send
a list like you gave me
chock full of good reasons
that left me dumbfounded as the night that we first kissed
and both knew what we did

you are steadfast,
not influenced by the pack
and you leave me speechless
be it furious or glad
and you're so familiar
like an older brother
and the affect, accent
of your voice is classic

and thinking
and music
and making
aesthetics
You can say you don't want me I won't take it badly
I am here in whatever capacity you'll have me
I am trying and I hope that's good enough.

oh no
oh no