rising to meet every movement

holding my breath hoping for substance this time

but I am still in this box and it's getting smaller everyday

as I expand myself and suffocate my only friends

I pray to the gods of whatever keeps me warm at night

I play my cards like I'm not afraid to lose but I am petrified

water my absent love might as well be gone

holding my tongue keeping quiet as i can

don't say those words don't ever tell them how you feel

don't look them in the eye don't ever let them see you smile

I pray to the gods of whatever keeps me warm at night

I play my cards like I'm not afraid to lose but I am petrified