five years gone
i look back and i can think
you fucked me because you felt bad for me
you fucked me because you thought i could handle it

i thought i was blind
but it was you who couldn't see
how young
and sweet
and devoted I'd been

you were my hero
I was a sidekick
you snickered about
with your snotty friends

but i can paint you as the villain
because i thought you were saving me
but you were screwing me