i rain chaos down on everything i touch
and I think maybe it's time to try and stop

if i could say a word to you
to make this all undo
if I could say something to you
to make it better off

i rain chaos down on everything i touch
and I think maybe it's time to try and stop

maybe it's time i got away
from all this changing
maybe it's time i say at home
and let my life decide for me

but i know and you know that
i'm going to be forever
i know that you know that
i never change for the better
i know that you know that
i'll be romantic at heart
i know that
but i still fight

my life is a mess and
it's everything i do and everything i say
a little rain

i'm gonna be the one who rakes the day today
i'm gonna be the one who breaks this chain

i know that you know
i'll always be the same
i'll always fake happy when i'm not
but it's okay