of all the things you�ve ever told me,
silent apathy through feigned sleep
flicker of love in diamond blue eyes
I want you bad with teeth and your dick
stay for a while with a sideward glance
lazy with a shrug and a smile
fat with the meals we�ve shared

yes out of all of these
goodbye with your arms
holding so tight I could hardly breathe
goodbye with all your might
because this is the last time you can see me
was just about the worst thing
anyone�s ever said to me.